PUZZLED...
finally i'm updating my rusty old blog........
in a dilemma...
no idea what and where i'm heading...


no goals


no motivations


no commitments


no strength to move on....


think i'm just being pessimistic.....


but this is the life i'm leading now...


i need a shepherd....


i really have no idea where i'm heading...


stucked in sinking soil..
it just gets deeper and deeper and deeper each day..
can't bring myself to lift my legs,
no strength to..
i can't control my own physical body,
something's hindering me..
no idea what is it.........
i think i'm really done for this time round..
really hoping for a miracle...................