i think i have to wake up from all these
it sucks.
it's seems so unreal
yet it seems so real
i can't help it but to feel it this way
argh...


all my unhappy past jus kept flashing back


all my failures


all my unsuccessful attempts..........




or is it a test?




is it because i haven't been feeling low lately?

what has gotten into me?

argh...

suddenly feel that i'm heading no where,

no strength to move on,

hoping time can stop at this particular moment.

but it will never ever stop...