'A friend in need is a friend in deed'

Is it really true?

Or rather it only appiles to some..

Somehow or rather,

i feel that i got made used of.

A concern out of friendship,

turns out to be the origin of an awkward situation.

Sometimes i feel that one should care for one another,

be it in terms of studies, family problems, relationships, or even friendship problems.

A stranger would reach out and help if there's a need to,

don't even mention someone close to you.

We ever said that we were close friends,

and sharing of problems became our daily routine.

But out of a sudden,

our friendship turned sour.

We weren't that close as compared to the past.

You don't seem to share anything with me anymore,

i also felt kinda weird talking to you in some ways or rather.

Sometimes i will just sit aside thinking,

did i do something worthwhile?

Does that person appreciate what i've done?

Sometimes these things just happened to pass by my mind even with you just sitting beside me,

but you somehow you doesn't seem to realise it at all.

I thought our friendship was up to an extent whereby we really knew each other well.

But i realised that my thinking was untrue.

Sometimes when i'm not being myself,

you won't even realise that something's not right.

This really saddens me.

Sometimes tears ran through my eyes,

but i took the courage and held it back.

I really don't know if you treat this friendship seriously,

or rather you just need someone to be there for you and not be there me that someone?

I've come to a point whereby i would treat friendship seriously,

and to put it at a certain priority.

But this experience really had a great impact on me.