I'm falling sick again.
really didn't take good care of myself this holiday.
promised myself not to go out after the youth camp,
and be a good girl.
wonder why,
i always procrastinate.
haven't touch my holiday assignments a single bit,
instead, i've been going out AGAIN.
went for badminton and bowling with cy, teddy and fred at SSC yesterday.
we got the whole hall and the bowling alley all to ourselves,
privacy indeed.
my whole body's aching now due to prolonged restings.
no more PE lessons,
skipped trainings...
yeah..
really falling sick,
my sore throat's back.
everything i had a week ago all come knocking on my door.
half of the month of december is gone,
half more month till school reopens.
aunt from london's coming over to my place this december.
still have to shop for christmas pressies,
in the midst of saving up.
badminton gathering,
christmas rally,
christmas parties,
OGL camp,
gathering at teddy's place,
new year countdown and cy's birthday...

Oh Lord,
i'm seriously in need of time for my studies.
but before that,
i really, really need stress to drive me...
can someone out there please give me some stress??
i really can't start studying and get on with the momentum.
i'll just have to start all over again...
all over again...
tonnes and tonnes of assignments waiting to be done...
how i wished i could stop the clock at this instance...